The last five years have held a lot. Amazing opportunities and many things to be grateful for, as well as really hard times. (As we all have.) Moments of sorrow, wondering if God is enough, and being certain that I just don't have what it takes.
In these difficult seasons, I tend to turn off the dreaming part of myself. I list the reasons why I'm no longer qualified to run after God's call on my life. I convince myself that the vision He once spoke must have just been in my head. Maybe those dreams were for the old, better version of myself - but they certainly aren't for this broken, emotional Mackenzie.
And then I look at the people around me who are living out the dreams God has given them.
The road behind them is messy. Their lives are littered with little mounds of heartache and imperfection. There are victories along the way and mature choices made, to be sure, but their fair share of obstacles, too. And these little hills that they've summited in the past serve as constant reminders that God will also help them climb the dream-sized mountains that loom ahead.
Dreaming is for the broken. For those who know their faults are plenty. For those who know they don't have what it takes - but that God totally does. Dreaming is for those who know that their shortcomings don't disqualify them, but instead reveal the constant faithfulness of God. Dreaming is for those who know they cannot do it on their own.
So, what if your story is messy? What if the past few months haven't been your finest? What if you've got some victories mixed in with moments of despair? My friend, you aren't disqualified. You are the perfect candidate to show that Jesus' strength is displayed in our weakness. Let's start dreaming.
You can also find me today at the Influence Network blog! Along with some amazing women, I shared a short testimony of my experience at the Influence Conference last year. If you are a messy, broken, God-loving woman, the Influence Network and conference is for YOU!
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